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SAPNA

Ek aisa sapna jo jisne mere dil ki dhadkane rok di...

Ek aisa sapna jo meri rooh ko chooh gaga.. 

Maine dekha ki mai abhi jis college me padh rahi hu ..mujhe usse bhi  bht achhe college me admission mil gaya hai . Mere parivar ke sablog infact mera sabse special frnd or mere or kuch frnds ke parents sablog ko hume waha chhodne bhi gaye..college ek aisi jagah thi jaha sirf barf ..pahad or bht badi badi khayi thi..waha asani se chalna mushkil tha..raste bht kharnaak the ...mai or mere dost jb waha pohoche to humne apne apne rooms dekhe sabke single rooms the..thik thak the..fr hum waha ke students se mile ..unhone hume itna daraya ki yaha pe pass hona bht mushkil hai...yaha se degree lena bht hi mushkil hai...achhe achhe nai kar pate ..hum but dar gaye or mayus ho gaye..wahi hume chhodne aye log ..humse bina mile hi jane lage ..jb hume pata chala ki  wo ja rahe hai..hum unse milna ke liye bhage kyuki hun bhi unke sath hi wapas jana chahte the..pr wo log neeche ke raste me the..hum sab uper ke pahad pe the..hum waha tak nai pohoch sakte the..hum bht ro rahe the...unko jata dekh..mano aisa lag raha tha ki ab hum sab fas chuke the..humara apna koi nai tha waha ..humari zindgi khatm si lag rahi thi...aisa lag raha tha  ki shayad hum ab kabhi nai milenge unse...wahi meri nazar ooper se apne us dost pe padi jo mere bht kareeb tha ..unse meri taraf dekha or smile ki..pr wo bht door tha..mai bht ro rahi thi..use rokna chahti thi..or mere se awaz hi nai nikal rahi thi..mai bht bhagi..or us pahad pe bilkul koi rasta nai nazar a raha tha..untak pohochne ka..mere us dost ne bhi meri feelings shayad nai samjhi usne jumper pehna tha ...usne apni cap lagayi or aage chal pada ..mano jaise usne meri baat ko samjha hi na ho..tb mujhe bilkul aisa laga jaise ab bs sab khatm ho gaya..ab mai kabhi yaha se nai nikal paungi...kyuki isme bhi mera sath chhod diya tha...mai apni feelings sirf kuch shabdo me bayan nai kar sakti...wo pal...mai badndh gayi thi..kuch bhi nai kar sakti thi...sab kuch mujhse door ja raha tha...meri ankhon ke samne..or mai bs dekh rahi thi...usne bhi mujhe samjhne ki koshish nai ki...sab chale gaye ..mujhe chhodkr..