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SAPNA Ek aisa sapna jo jisne mere dil ki dhadkane rok di... Ek aisa sapna jo meri rooh ko chooh gaga..  Maine dekha ki mai abhi jis college me padh rahi hu ..mujhe usse bhi  bht achhe college me admission mil gaya hai . Mere parivar ke sablog infact mera sabse special frnd or mere or kuch frnds ke parents sablog ko hume waha chhodne bhi gaye..college ek aisi jagah thi jaha sirf barf ..pahad or bht badi badi khayi thi..waha asani se chalna mushkil tha..raste bht kharnaak the ...mai or mere dost jb waha pohoche to humne apne apne rooms dekhe sabke single rooms the..thik thak the..fr hum waha ke students se mile ..unhone hume itna daraya ki yaha pe pass hona bht mushkil hai...yaha se degree lena bht hi mushkil hai...achhe achhe nai kar pate ..hum but dar gaye or mayus ho gaye..wahi hume chhodne aye log ..humse bina mile hi jane lage ..jb hume pata chala ki  wo ja rahe hai..hum unse milna ke liye bhage kyuki hun bhi unke sath hi wapas jana chahte the..pr wo log neeche k...
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Shaheed

Suna tha ki, sarhad pe ..jawaano ki sena Gharoon me,mehfoos humne na jaana Kiye honge, unhone bhi kitne hi vaade Humari tarah Hi,unhe bhi hai nibhana ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜” Holi,christmas or chahe ho eid or diwali Manane ka unko bhi,haq hai pura Magar firbhi, door hi ghr se..sajate hai wo bhi ek shamyana Hume hoti takleef,sehem jaate apne Unki to socho,jo goli hai khate๐Ÿ˜ฎ Gharwale unke bhi baithe hai, aasha lagaye Kya hoga, maa ka.. jo uska laal wapas na aaye Kyu aisi hai kismat,ye soche wo bhi To kabhi koi beta ya beti bahar na jaaye Magar kehte hai, wo veer bhi aisa Bhala apni dharti maa ko kaise bhulayen๐Ÿ˜Š Kabhi hum agar,der se shaam ko..ghr ko laute hai apne aram ko Chain ki saans leti hai, poochoo unse..dekhte hi gale se tumhe lagakr ๐Ÿค— Maa to wo bhi hai, karti basera..bina apne bete ke shaam or savera Yaandon me uski sajaati hai sapne,bunti hai sehra aasha me uske Mahino tarasti hai bete to apne, Kya ho..agar wo beta na aaye Tootengi saari aashayien uski, tirange me lipte ...

Kismat..

Meri kismat...๐Ÿ˜’ Kya kahu is kambhakt ke bare me..๐Ÿ˜ž Hamesha daga diya isne, mera sath nibhane  me.. Galat thi mai, ummeed lagane  me.. Koi kasar nai bakshi isne mera mazak banane me.. Meri kismat..๐Ÿ˜” Jb bhi kiya bharosa..bikhra hi paya khudko.. Kahin mile to, ehsaas dilauu usko.. Kitni tooti hu mai ,Dard hua hai mujhko.. Sapno ka arth, kaha pata isko.. Meri kismat๐Ÿ˜ Suna...tha, kabhi kharab -kabhi achhi hone ka dava karti hai sabse.. Mera Kya kasoor tha..jo aas lagayi thi kabse.. Is baar frse bht bura laga kasam se.. Khudko bahar nikalna chahti hu is bharam se.. Ummeed hi nai lagaungi ab se.. Meri kismat..๐Ÿ˜ž Sochti hu Kya itni..buri hai Uski narazgii, sirf mujhse hi hai Cheezoo ko pate pate khoya hai Isse bura Kya hoga..har bar tootne wale sapno ko sanjoya hai.. Meri kismat.. Kya kahu is kambhakt ke bare me..

Naari

Aaj ka daur naari ka hai naari ashakti nai,๐Ÿ‘ง samjhna mushkil, lekin asambhav nai duniya me bolabala naari ka hi parcham lahraya๐Ÿƒ durga saraswati,ma kaali ke naamo se shushobhit kar, isi prathvi par, triraskrit kar apman kiya jata hai, wo abla nai sabki janni hai, yeh bhool gaye hai ..ye nadaan.. samman karo, us mahaan shakti ko.. jo har peer pi, muskurayi ho..๐Ÿ˜ƒ ghar ,bahar,daftar ,har jagah apna naam ankit karane me saksham hai.. har unatti me iska hath, kuch log ise hi kahte abhishap? yeh soch badli hai pr puri tarah nai, pura karna hamara kaam hai, naari ko apnana hai!!!...☺

Yaadein..

Yaadein, tanhaa nahi sath hai Har pal ka...๐Ÿ˜˜ Jeene ki Khwahish  nahi, pr ant ki ummeed bhi nahi... ๐Ÿ˜“ Kya hoga, kon jaane, chal raha silsila safar ka, ๐Ÿ˜ข Ichhao ki door par  badhte kadam,๐Ÿ˜ž Ruk na Jaye kabhi, bs dar hai isika... ☹ Manzil dhoonta man machal raha, Ye karwa hai Jeevan ka... ๐Ÿ˜š Yaade, tanha nahi sath hai Har pal ka.. ๐Ÿ˜˜ Khoya hai Mann, zindgi ke us modpar.. ๐Ÿ˜‡ Jahan koi humsafar nahi, par darr hai to sirf khud ko Khone ka... ๐Ÿ™‚ Kya Karu, kya na Karu, soch me padi Hu, ๐Ÿ˜Ÿ Kaash kabhi soch bhi mujhpr taras khaye or Kahe.... ๐Ÿ™ƒ Aaa.. Mai Tere sath Hu, Kar khwahishe puri apni.. Yaade, tanha nahi sath hai Har pal ka... ๐Ÿ˜˜

Barish.....

Mausam ki pehli barish thi...๐Ÿƒ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ‚๐ŸŒน Mai thi .meri chai thi..Or pehli barish ki nami thi.. Kaafi intezaar ke baad pedo ki pyass bhujhi thi mitti ki saundhi si khushboo thi.. Mausam ki pehli barish thi.. Samajhne ki puri koshish thi ki akhir ye barish itni ashant hokr bhi shant kaise thi.. Mausam ki pehli barish thi  Garmi ke mausam se rahat dilane wali thi... Pehli baar me hi apna rang chadhane wali thi.. Rim jhim moron ko nachane wali thi.. Ha ye mausam ki pehli barish thi..  Ek ek boondh  dhara me risti nazar a rahi thi.. Maano sadiyon se pyasi thi.. lehrate sawan ka paigaam layi thi.. Ha ye mausam ki pehli barish thi..  Nazronn ko thandhak , naino ko sukoon de rahi thi.. Or mai ab bhi chai pee rahi thi.. Un barish ki unchhuii boondo ko mehsoos kr rahi thi.. Ha ha ye mausam ki pehli barish thi..❤.. Mai thi ,meri chai thi..Or  barish ki nami thi.... Ye mausam ki pehli barish thi..❤๐Ÿ’ฆ

Maayusiee

Maayus Kyu hai Mann...aj mera๐Ÿ˜”☹ Kuch nasamjhi si lag rahi thi Kya kami reh gayi bas isi ki fikar ho rahi thi Samjhna mushkil tha,lekin samjhne ki koshish kar rahi thi Pareshan hui firti hu, mann hi Mann me sambhalne ka prayas kar rahi thi Naa jaane..maayus Kyu hai mann aj mera..☹ Sab kuch to tha..kami kuch nai lag rahi thi....๐Ÿ˜ฏ Har taraf sawalon ki gustakhiyan hone lagi thi Mai sirf unn sawalon ke jawab dhoondhne me lagi thi๐Ÿ˜Ÿ Sochti hu, Kya ye log tab bhi sawal karenge jb ..mai bhi kamyabi ki us akhiri seedhi ko chhadhkar apni manzil pr baithi rahungi.. Maayus kyu hai Mann aj mera๐Ÿ˜’ Apne prayason me..Maine naa, koi nai kasar chhodi thi Firbhi manzill ko hasil karne me..maano wakt ki  marzi nai thi Beech machhdhar me fassi uss naav ki tarah mai ho rahi thi Kyuki tab shayad mujhe, mere maayus mann ki wajah mill gayi thi๐Ÿ™‹‍♀️❤ Ek pal ko mera , mujhse hi vishwash dagmagane laga tha Kaisi thi wo vidambana soche nai chuk rahi thi Kya iss kabil bhi nai hu mai ..yah...